never ends today

He did it. He finally did it. He really did. He asked me out. Allison Galbreath has a boyfriend. I'm am still in shock.

he's going back to LA. AKJhgfp;uiljrndgajk;dsn damnit...

Always,

Allison

I ♥ my BOYFRINED, Derek J. Clark :D

i DoN't ThInK mY hEaRt CaN tAkE iT aNyMoRe

he said he was coming down this weekend. i know we probably won't go out, but that's okay. idk why but i'm just, tired, you know? i was ready, SO ready. I need to see him again, not in picture, i need to look in his eyes again. i really do, cause i think im over analysing everything, and i just need to talk to him in PERSON!!!!!

Songs i listen to when i want to think of Derek.....

*Goodbye by Miley Cyrus
*Everywhere by Michelle Branch
**********Crush by David Archuletta.

its really the last one...as you can tell.... :)

always,

allison

ps. i am texting him right now..... :O

confusion, ended

ok, so the second half, after Erik Daneils, is from today, the 26th...ok?

sorry, i forgot to post, and i thought that i would just add, and explain, but forgot, so im doing it now...

always,

allison...

aka Allison the Libraian

I am like, FREAKING out, here!

wow, right now, obviously, I'm at my dad's and he still hasn't even opened the text yet, becasue it would have said 'delivered', but it doesn't. AND on myspace, he was all, 'do you wanna know somethin?"

and i'm thinking: WHAT THE HELL IS IT?!!??!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!

also, Erik Daneils, i saw him today, and aI realized this:

they are exactly the same....


then he answers and he's all 'if i hadn't had to move, i would have asked you out,"

and i go, 'you wanna know something? if you had asked me out, i would have sais yes...'

AND this is me WAITING for him to answer him everytime, because we haven't caught eachother on line!!!!!!!


and then i put as me status thing that i was speachless, and as my mood frustrated, and he asks me why i am frustrated and speachless, and i go 'becasue you leave me speachless and frusrated, but mostly speachless.' and now i'm waiting for him to respond!!!!!!!


GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR



what am i going to do?!

a dreamer

i'm a dreamer....

a wisher.....

a lover...

I hate

I lie

I cheat

Sometimes I wish for people to die

And sometimes i wish for hurt

I love to dance

I love to sing.......


when i dream i dream of you,

when i wish i wish to see you,

when i love i love your eyes,

when i hate i hate when you leave,

when i lie i lie about not hurting when your gone,

when i cheat i cheat to lose for you,

when i wish for death, i wish for the other girls to die,

When i wish for hurt, i wish to hurt so i know i feel

when i dance, i dance with you,

when i sing, i sing for you,

but when i look at you, i know it's true,

I'm in love with you.

hErE wE gO aGaIn....

yeah, i sent it. And he's in Stockton. :)

but not for long, since it is jus the weekend, and he is probably going back today....grrr....

:(

why?!?!?!?!?!?!?

You know what i wish? To see him again. It's almost been a WHOLE year since i've SEEN him in PERSON, not picture. I hate this. i want to see him again, goshdarnit!!


please help me lordie, please.


always,

Allison ♥

even weirder from all those other times

Derek sent me this like text that was a FW, and it was like something about if you get it back 1-3 times you are hot, 4-6 is like sexy and 7-12 is your ass is mine....it was weird. I haven't done anything about it yet.

Also, his number, for football, is 63, so can you guess what my favorite number is?

Always,

allison

I ♥ #63