You know what?

If I ever "go out" with CW, then, the first thing I'm gonna do is ask him, "Why do you like me?". Not as, like, a test or anything, but just to test my theory. you know?
Anyways.
Always,
Allison <3

PS. Just to let you know, yes. I still really like (love?) him.
No, the fact that he might only like me for one reason doesn't change anything. Just makes me reluctant.

been busy...

well, I guess, sorry, you know, for not writing in a while. I don't know what to say. I've figured out a few things about guys, though:

~they only care about "getting it", they don't really care about us girls.
~they will trick to to "get it", and make you trust them
~there are no ecseptions

trust me. I've learned this the hard way. Sure I'd LOVE To believe that Curtis is different, but who knows? Really. I mean Kevin--this guy I dated for about two days--wasn't. And I thought I could trust him. And all he wanted was...you know. And Derek? Yeah, let's not get into him tonight. Really.
But all in all, with guys. I've just given up with them. No one ever just likes ME becasue I'm ME, and they are not JUST attracted to me (physically) but who I AM as a person. And that sounds lame, but its really NOT.
They all like me cause they wanna have ... with me. And it just kills me.

anyways. I guess that's it for now.

always,
Allison