quite amazing

okay, so he called and it was a tad awkward, so we texted. He said that i was beautiful, and i said i didn't think i was, but he was like you are the most beautiful person hes ever seen. and said that he wanted to hold me in his arms...i was about to faint, but i was half asleep when he said it...

always,

allison

sometimes i don't believe life is so easy

I cannot wait for Derek to text/call me, becasue he was 'cleaning' when i texted and yeah. Bleck. And I want to see twilight really badly, but i don't know if i will today. but i hecka want to...it is going to be like the best movie with all the love and kissing and stuff, im hoping i don't start like crying or something.

but he called me and sarah on my cell. it was good to HEAR from him. You know? God, i want to see him. i want 'aelkhrg;klsahndr;ogihsdlknb oh i don't know. im just ugh.

always,

allison

:/

i have to SKITTLE

i like the word, skittle...its fun... :/

me and sarah's joke now, is that skittle is a weird word, and it kind of sounds like you have to pee, so we say, 'I have to skittle', and 'Did you have to skittle?' all in this weird german accent...

hilarous!!

always,

allison

jersey

He's going to give me his football jersey!!!!!
:)

i am excited....

He also says that he really wants to kiss me, but he says hes nervous... :)

Always,

Allison

urg

im still waiting for him to text me before i go!!!!!!!!!!!!! And its frustrating because chey just texted me, and i got all excited thinking 'Oh! its him!' and then i was mad, finding out it was her. kjshgpl;aoek]th'kl;djng'oih

grrr.

When is he going to get back?!?!?!?!?!

always,

allison

perfect

Wow. This is so crazy. I wonder if i should even tell Sarah, besides, im not even sure how i'm going to write this down. Its so crazy. How could someone be so...........i don't know, perfect, i guess, but its not a good enough word, you know?

He's just so ;alshg;djkfnbakdfjhbgkadfgkjabhdkjb yeah, well.....

always,

allison

if this isn't true love then i don't know what is

He said he didn't deserve me, that i was perfect, and beuatiful, and that he loves me. He is so perfect. I tell him that, and that he tells me that he really wants to me, and really wants to kiss me. I love him so much, its crazy...
and if sarah reads this, please delete history, okay? Don't be cruel....

always,

allison

How could he be so absolutly 100% perfect?

I don't even know what to do anymore, I cant stand not seeing him anymore. I wish he did. What should i do?

I love you! ♥

three cheers for Archie

Derek asked me what my favorite song was and i told him Crush by David Archuleta......yes THE song.

so he goes and listens to it, and this is what happens:

he says he liked it, and i tell him it was the song i listened to when i was thinking about him, and he was like, awwww, really? and he said that when he was listening to it, he was thinking of me.....

yea!!

so go David Archuleta!!

always,

allison

if i died right now, i would die happy

I'm not going to say, a LOT has happened, no, that's not enough, its more like, EVERYTHING happened. Even though hes not here, and i haven't seen him, i've had almost every conversation ive ever sat in my room and dreamed about!! AND MORE!! Its so crazy to get everything that deep inside you truly never thought would happen. Sure i had hope, but it was fading. It was REALLY fading...


but i love him so much, and i know he loves me just as much... ♥

this is to Derek:

to every sentence, word, paragraph, poem or song that i wrote that had you in mind....

to every shiver you gave me just when you said hello

and to every time i saw you, and you were only looking at me....

my hearts yours,

if you take it ill be happy,

and if you don't,

i'll still love you with all the little peices.

I LOVE YOU. ♥


always,

allison