if i died right now, i would die happy

I'm not going to say, a LOT has happened, no, that's not enough, its more like, EVERYTHING happened. Even though hes not here, and i haven't seen him, i've had almost every conversation ive ever sat in my room and dreamed about!! AND MORE!! Its so crazy to get everything that deep inside you truly never thought would happen. Sure i had hope, but it was fading. It was REALLY fading...


but i love him so much, and i know he loves me just as much... ♥

this is to Derek:

to every sentence, word, paragraph, poem or song that i wrote that had you in mind....

to every shiver you gave me just when you said hello

and to every time i saw you, and you were only looking at me....

my hearts yours,

if you take it ill be happy,

and if you don't,

i'll still love you with all the little peices.

I LOVE YOU. ♥


always,

allison