he better damn be here, otherwise ill be mad at him for not answering me....i mean, why wouldn't he have answered? come on!!
i know i am paranoid.
but why didn't sarah call me?!?
think about this:
either way, someone is not answering me!!
Sarah, isn't telling me he is here, or he ISN'T here, and jus is not answering me..............
god i hope sarah's jus being a jerk and not telling me, dude, i can forgive Sarah, but ill go completely crazy if HE'S ignoring me....let me tell you....
anyways, so i guess that's it for now...
Always,
Allison <3
♥
Thursday, July 31, 2008
JUST MAYBE
maybe, maybe, maybe he is in stockton!! I say this becasue he goes on his myspace everynight around the same time, but he didn't go on at all last night....and neither did his sister, Britaney, so guess what that means?
HE IS maybe IN STOCKTON!!
but i keep thinking: wouldn't sarah of called me? I mean, if he was in stockton? Wouldn't she? I sure hope she would've but maybe she doesn't know what house i'm at, or maybe she's busy or something.
whatever the reason she didn't call, i sure hope he's here... :-)
Please help me, lord!!
Always,
allison
HE IS maybe IN STOCKTON!!
but i keep thinking: wouldn't sarah of called me? I mean, if he was in stockton? Wouldn't she? I sure hope she would've but maybe she doesn't know what house i'm at, or maybe she's busy or something.
whatever the reason she didn't call, i sure hope he's here... :-)
Please help me, lord!!
Always,
allison
Sunday, July 6, 2008
WOWOWOWOWOWOWOW
ok, so last night, i was talking to Brittany, and we jus talked. It was awesome. i mean, as sarah would say, she is going to be my future sister (in law).... :)
anyways i can't stop thinking about the song that was on his myspace. I CAN'T BELIEVE IT!!! i just know that it's about me. I mean, its too perfect not to be. and guess why else it has to be me it's because he texted me today, on his phone, which means, I'M ON HIS PHONE like he is on mine!!!!!!!!
YAY!
but you know what sarah would say, he was probably jus trying to make me think that he cares or that he was trying to make it seem like something different that would sink my heart, instead of what i am thinking.
But you know. that's ok, she doesn't know what happens when i looked into his eyes and see him looking back. I mean she jus doesn't know, right?
well, it doesn't matter what sarah says, because I know what I felt and she's jus trying to ignore me becasuse it's awkward for her. I mean, i would be totally the same way if it was johnathon or something....come on....eww.......
well, ill write next time...
always,
allison
anyways i can't stop thinking about the song that was on his myspace. I CAN'T BELIEVE IT!!! i just know that it's about me. I mean, its too perfect not to be. and guess why else it has to be me it's because he texted me today, on his phone, which means, I'M ON HIS PHONE like he is on mine!!!!!!!!
YAY!
but you know what sarah would say, he was probably jus trying to make me think that he cares or that he was trying to make it seem like something different that would sink my heart, instead of what i am thinking.
But you know. that's ok, she doesn't know what happens when i looked into his eyes and see him looking back. I mean she jus doesn't know, right?
well, it doesn't matter what sarah says, because I know what I felt and she's jus trying to ignore me becasuse it's awkward for her. I mean, i would be totally the same way if it was johnathon or something....come on....eww.......
well, ill write next time...
always,
allison
Saturday, July 5, 2008
Weird
You know what's strange, I don't remeber making this one. I seriously don't....god. I keep waiting for this guy to sign on in myspace. It's rediculous. I know. I've already told myself that a million times already today. So it's not like you have to tell me. I know that I am a goof. and i should give up trying to wait, i really should, but i just can't. you wouldn't unmderstand. there's something about him....something, i guess, worth waiting for, and it's like even though we are nothing alike, and sometimes I feel we are total opposite, I feel like we are somehow meant to be. But who am i kidding. As the adults say: it's jus teen love, right? It doesn't count, right?
But I think it does. I think it's something that the ADULTS can't understand. I think that when you are young your hearts open more. I think that as you get older, with experience, your hearts starts to close. And it's not like you can help it, but I jus think that when you are younger, you are more open to finding your 'true love', but as they say, how could you know without ecperience.
but i have an answer for that too. I think that no matter if you are 15 or 51, when you find that person, you'll know the moment you look in there eyes, no matter if you think that you hate them or something. Your heart will know. and you might not realize it at the time, but you are so lucky to have found something that people spend their whole life searching for, and never finding. So next time you are in love, embrace every minute, hold every second to it's fullest, and remeber, all the other 6 billion people out there aren't as lucky as you to have found the person right there, looking into your eyes.
embrace heartache, you know why? Becasue without it, pleasure is nothing? How would we know what it was?
Exactly. you wou-
omg, his sister jus signed on, g2g...
mouZer
But I think it does. I think it's something that the ADULTS can't understand. I think that when you are young your hearts open more. I think that as you get older, with experience, your hearts starts to close. And it's not like you can help it, but I jus think that when you are younger, you are more open to finding your 'true love', but as they say, how could you know without ecperience.
but i have an answer for that too. I think that no matter if you are 15 or 51, when you find that person, you'll know the moment you look in there eyes, no matter if you think that you hate them or something. Your heart will know. and you might not realize it at the time, but you are so lucky to have found something that people spend their whole life searching for, and never finding. So next time you are in love, embrace every minute, hold every second to it's fullest, and remeber, all the other 6 billion people out there aren't as lucky as you to have found the person right there, looking into your eyes.
embrace heartache, you know why? Becasue without it, pleasure is nothing? How would we know what it was?
Exactly. you wou-
omg, his sister jus signed on, g2g...
mouZer
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